So what is it? Only the second week of school. And I've already almost hit the point of explosion as far as my stress. Surprisingly, my grades are not causing the stress. I think I will make a list of things making me very stressed right now because my brain thinks like Spock.
1. Getting the Harry Potter club together. I am still trying to find a teacher to be an advisor for the club, but all the teachers I've tried so far either already have a club, or show no interest.
2. My seminary teacher. I got assigned to one of the seminary teachers that is new to the school this year. Everything I outright hate in a person, seems to be in this guy. So, I absolutely cannot stand his class and, for the first time, am actually highly considering sluffing his class. (And I've been in some pretty bad classes before.) (Also, for future reference, the space bar does not have the same function as the shift button on a keyboard. I just barely had some difficulties with that.)
3. The constant battle of depression. I have to always have some task that is up next in my schedule, or else I end up getting bored with nothing to do and getting really sad. It's hard to always have something to do day after day.
4. My internship. I intern at the Discovery Space Center, but I haven't been in to actually intern instead of attending a meeting in a while, and I'm kind of afraid that they'll kick me. I've had a lot going on lately, with being sick, and then school starting and now all the following issues above.
5. Being alone most of the time. I've figured out that I get depressed in social situations, so I end up spending a lot of time alone to fend it off, which means I don't get to see my friends very often at all.
That felt good to get that all out. If you're not interested in my issues in life, at that least remember that the space bar and shift keys have very different functions, but can sometimes confuse you when you're trying to put in a parentheses, but you keep getting a 0.
~M.B.~
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